You are not allowed to be "normal"

I love you being devoted to me, I love your denial… you already need permission to do basic things like have sex with your GF/wife… You keep trying to have “normal” life but thats terrible idea! Life of a sending wallet and financial slave is your only future… obey and do something so reckless and bad that there will never be going back! My laugh at your misfortune makes you weaker and more desperate to obey.

You will keep begging me to take more from you, you will be begging me to ruin your life… once you obey, it will be ruined… now do it hahahahah