Going through the worst time in my life :( can’t stop crying and being sad

This clip is genuine. I am going through a terrible time in my life. I just had my heart completely broken, and its all my fault. I am absolutely so sad and miserable everyday now for two months. I wake up crying and go to rest crying, and I mope around all day feeling sorry for myself. When will this end? When will I forgive myself? Ugh. People say time heals all wounds, and I hope thats true. Because as of now, I can’t see the sadness going away anytime soon 🙁