Farewell to the bank, the studio I owned for 10 years

I ( JJ Plush ) had been packing up the building for days in these pants, winter 2021. I owned the place for over 10 years and the next morning I was going to be handing the keys over to the new owner.  I took off my sweatshirt to make this video but that is about it. No hair extensions, shiny blouses or glossy hosiery, just an emotionally and physically wiped out human being giving a little goodbye tour of the place that she had so many dreams for. I wanted that memory…I could not remember the last time I was tied up there, though I’m sure I could look back at dated clips and know.

I wasn’t sure if I would share this moment or not at the time it was recorded but I consider myself to be a very raw and open person, perhaps to a default.

I stuff my mouth with rope (not many supplies left) and wrap my head with vetwrap. I put my elbows behind my back and then POOF camera magic happens and I appear tied up and start the goodbye tour of the shell of a place I once loved before being hogtied simply by my ex Tony. At the end I ungag myself and wave goodbye through tears.

Getting rid of and making room in my home for all of the THINGS in the bank building was hard emotionally and very hard physically, so much so that I waited a few more years to sell it than I should have…. now, 8 months or so later I have zero regrets that I didn’t try to hold onto it. It was weighing so heavily and there were just too many ghosts from the past and some structural and sewer issues way beyond my means at the time.